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I learnt that breaking into tears will not solve anything
Friday, October 23, 2009
I broke down in school today again but this time in front of the whole class.Really lots of thanks and loves for those that comfort me when i cried today. TYVM to these people: Zheng Jie! Kar Ying! Zi Tong! Suha! Geng You! Afiqah! Eva! Kam Ho! Ms Foo! I realise today that I wasn't the only that did not do well. Everybody didn't do well at all. I thought I was the only one that got such bad results but I was wrong. It really hit me when i cried today. I thought alot. Even if I cried my whole heart out, it won't change my results. So today I tell myself that I will never cry ever because of my results anymore. I hope I can do it. Though I cried today, there was sadness and happiness in my heart. Can't say why but its just that I've never cried in front of so many people before. I'm afraid that I will have the feeling in the future that I can just 'poof' and cry anyhow. I don't want that. I want to never cry again. I want to never disappoint {L} ever again. I'm sorry {L} I'm going this post to the poeple that have helped me so much these two years. I love you guys man! :D Zheng Jie You were the one that pulled me up when I fell. You were always there for me. You never gave up on me. It would be a regret in my life if I didn't get to know you. I never want to lose you. You did a lot for me. Drying my tears when I cry; Comforting me when I'm sad; Lending me your shoulder when I need it. i love you :D Kar Ying You never fail to cheer me up when I'm down. You entertain me during lessons. You crap with me when I crapped with you. You listened to my sorrows; You listened to my happy stories; You shared weal and woe with me. Always there for me. i love you :D Zi Tong You were my listening ear at first but not long after I became yours too. I know we had our unpleasant pasts but that was all in the past. Now as we still can we should treasure this friendship. All i want to say is sorry and thank you. i love you :D Kam Ho Even when I'm just your mei, you don't mind spending 1hr plus of your afternoon to keep me company while I wait for {L}. You cared alot for anyone even me. Thank you. When I was down, you cheered me up. When I was sad, you saw and comforted me. Though we aren't that close, you were there unexpectedly. Thank you. i love you :D Eva Cheung My morning assembly partner. HiHi. You always kept me company. Talking to me when I'm alone. You were my listening ear as I knew I could count on you by just turning around to spill everything out. When i cried, you comforted me; When I was down, you saw and asked me about it. You could see any unhappiness in my eyes. Thank you. I'm gonna miss you. i love you :D |
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