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th 21th,
Friday, April 16, 2010
 {Sigh, what's wrong?}These few days, Really very tired. Even Mdm Yong can see that I'm tired. Mugged these few days like mad. Freaking darn tired now :( Really need a good rest, But in a period like this I can't :( Everywhere I go, I see you. I don't want to. But maybe it's fate. I don't know. I only know I'm sick of everything. I'm going to leave everything to you. DO it yourself. You left alone but came back in two. And you tell me you want to keep your distance. WOW. Say one thing, Yet do the other. Wonder how people trust you. And yeah, Don't bring you anger and hatred for me to someone else. Leave innocent people alone. Anything come find me. We sit down and talk. Don't get innocent people implicated. I'm really sick of life, I'm giving up on myself very very soon. One day, I'll collapse and never wake again. It's hard keeping up with such a life. When you need your friends, they are not there for you. When you don't need them, they come to you and expect you to help them. Yet when you need their help, they leave you to fend for yourself. Is there anyone I can really rely on? Because of one stupid mistake, I lost almost everything in life. If I didn't make that mistake, I guess everything will be okay. I will be happy, Very much happier. One mistake led me to lose everything, To regret for life. I can't seem to find time and tell someone what I'm really thinking. I want to talk to someone about it. Talk ALL about it. But I can't seem to find that someone. Everybody's so busy. Nobody have the time to care for me. I really wished maybe one day, I will be really happy. I want to be happy. I know happiness is a choice. But even if I made that choice, I still won't be happy. Maybe it's time to let go? Let it all go somewhere else. Perhaps over the rainbow. Somewhere where I won't see my problems anymore. Somewhere where I won't think of anything. I'm learning to let go. But I'm someone that can't control my emotions. When I'm sad, It'll say it on my face. Even though I try so hard to put up a strong front, People cant still see through me. |
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